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About Me Member Varied Artist OrigamiCrane15/Female/Japan Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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The End.

Fri Sep 8, 2006, 6:37 AM
You know what I've come to realize?
My father is right.
I cannot be an artist.
I cannot amount to anything.

He was right.
And I was too blinded by my own ambition and dreams to see it.
Too young to understand that I don't know what's right.
Too old to just accept it.

I was wrong.
This whole time.
There is nothing for me in this.
I cannot be an artist.

I am not an artist.
My technical skill? Don't even tell me it's good. It's not. It's not even close to what I wish I were. What people accept in this world.
Not that it'd matter anyway, seeing that art is now going digital.
On that note, I can't do photography for that matter.
Oh, and if you didn't know, I stole my Sakura/Trancpaency style from Miki Ishii.
I stole my cartooning style from Yoshitaka Amano and Tim Burton.
I want to steal Guy Bourdin's fetish and I want to steal Mark Rothko's emotions.
I want Tetsuya Nomura's schemes.
I want HR Giger's feel.

I've stolen everything from everyone, and I will never even truely be able to call it mine.


I am not them.
I am not an artist.
I am nothing.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Tokyo
  • Interests: When I find something interesting, I'll inform you.
  • Favourite band or musician: Incubus, Bloc Party, Interpol, Franz Ferdinand, The Killers... I'm going to stop now.
  • Favourite genre of music: Make a guess from my bands.
  • Favourite artist: Never a favorite. Though I'm growing fond of Rothko and Amano.
  • Favourite poet or writer: E.A. Poe... I guess...
  • Favourite photographer: Guy Bourdin. Man Ray's alright.
  • MP3 player of choice: my iPod (as well as 50 million other people.)
  • Skin of choice: Mine?
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Personal Quote: "It doesn't mean a bloody thing. It just sounds nice."
  • Tools of the Trade: Music. Pencil. Paper (sometimes flesh.) People. Camera.

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herro Emi!! :wave:

how is summer treating you? mind if i flist you cuz your art is simply stunning? keeping an eye on you girl. are you AParting next year?
Greetings, Emi. Sorry I didn't drop off a comment earlier. At least you know who I am. :D

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That day, that place, in everything, "Thank you."
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ITS EMIII

ello =)

hows life in japan treating ya?

fyi tis cathy if ur wondering
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